and critical where love and art are concerned. At its most extreme, this can find you left on the shelf. More usually though you demand - consciously or unconsciously - that your partner or other people in general subscribe to some closely defined code of demeanor and social conduct. This is really hiding some impurity, some feeling of unlovability, that exists within you.
You're afraid of showing your earthy or dirty bits. What's really curious however is that you periodically go right over the top and are decidedly dissolute and even promiscuous by way of release. Essentially you're after accepting yourself, warts and all so that then you'll be able to love and be loved without interminably checking everything. A very positive part of your nature is that you can tune in very finely to another's beauty and love needs. This also shows itself as a fine design sense if you are artistically inclined.
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